The Expatriate: Billy Blue

The Expatriate : Billy Blue

The Expatriate – Billy Blue

First published in Oct/Nov 1984, this story won a Billy Blue Literary Award for fiction in 1985. For those readers who have been asking for longer posts, this is for you!

When I think of Brian Nanicull, I see him standing on the verandah of his plantation house as the sun rises over Maloe Bay. I see his red hair and beard, his freckled complexion above the eight or ten curly heads which surround him. He is discussing their various ailments in pidgin English. Brian administers Chloroquin to a shivering dark skinned Buka, one of his plantation workers, with a bad dose of malaria. Someone requests that he open the store and the little group marches down the steps to a corrugated iron outhouse which sells everything from thongs to rice. The day’s work has begun

The odour of fish and breadfruit chips wafts from the kitchen, separated from the main house by a covered verandah like the downstroke of a T. Ariou arrives on a motorbike, clad in a flowered lap-lap, carrying a ripe pawpaw and a handful of limes to bring out the flavour of the piquant red fruit, the first course at breakfast.

Nia his wife is dressing the children for school, while baby Marcus plays at her feet. Brian arrives and beeps the horn.

“School Kev, anyone else for the ride?”

The car bumps along the coral sand road, past rows of palms, dodging coconuts and comes to a few houses on the outskirts of a village. A chicken squawks across the road, an old man waves, a soman is sweeping the coral sand in front of her house with a short sago palm boom.

Stopping in front of Nia’s parents house Brian asks:

“How is Fili this morning.”

“He’s much better, fever all gone.”

Smiling faces surround the car, hands waving, shy grins. Brian checks his patient. Grandma takes baby Marcus. We move off again and the car grinds its way over the coral shingle to the school.

The collection of buildings is built in part of native style materials – the roof is palm thatches, the walls are woven bamboo. A blackboard adorns one wall, rows of desks sit on the coral sand floor.There are no windows – the trade winds have free access here. Kev jumps out of the utility tray onto the white sand and runs through the green and red leaved crotons ringing the playground. Children are shouting, running, kicking footballs, drinking and splashing of the water pump. The bell rings. The silence is broken by the rustling of coconut palms, the drone of insects and the cry of terns.

The road crosses the airstrip which Brian examines minutely, feeling the sand between his fingers – its dry, coral sand drains well. The wind sock points northwest and the air is hot and heavy as we enter the surrounding jungle. Beside the road are two taro beds, indentation of marshy ground, patches of cultivation among the jungle vines and creepers. A man is cutting into the fleshy big leaved plants with a bush knife. Served boiled or made into a type of bread, it forms the stable food of the islanders. Sweet potato, breadfruit, bananas, fish and chicken add variety.

The road burst forth into the open vista of coconut plantation.The coconut palm is to the islanders what bamboo is in Asia – a plant whose utility is as varied as man’s ingenuity. Houses, roofs and walls are thatched with palm leaves, sago palm is better but scarce, a woven hat provides shade, a sleeping mat not much comfort – the green leaves are woven into dishes which won’t burn, green nuts provide a cool fruity drink, while the meat of the nut flavours chicken, taro and fish. Cophra from the dried meat of the coconut provides income to buy what the plant itself cannot furbish.

Returning to the plantation, Brian starts the generator. In the house, fans begin to whirl, the radio becomes operational, Nia begins to iron.

“Wuvulu, Wewak, do you read me Wewak, over”.

“Come in Wuvulu, over.”

“Brian Nanicull here. Do you have a flight coming over today?”

“Yes. What would you like us to bring Brian?”

” There’ll be an order to pick up at Burns Philp – medical supplies – and don’t forget the South Pacific lager and the mail.”

“How’s the strip?”

“Condition A!.”

“We’ll be there around 12, over and out.”

Brian drives out past the well and the cophra drying shed, past the corrugated iron houses of the Sepik boys, the plantation workers, to an area of plantation being cleared of undergrowth. Small dark figures, hair garnished with red hibiscus wield flashing bush knives, slashing to the accompaniment of high voices engaged in pidgin chit chat, interrupted at intervals by peals of laughter.

Further into the plantation, crabs scurry before the car, retreating into holes just before the wheels. A figure grows larger between the trees. A wave, a smile and work continues. He aims a coconut at a stake driven into the ground, twists the nut off the stake and strikes again a little further around the nut. Three strikes and the coconut is dehusked. The husk fibre joins a rapidly growing pile. The nut is split by a sharp blow from the back of the machete and white milk splashes on brown feet as the two halves join another pile beside a sugar bag of half moons, threatening to burst its string and spill the contents on to the pile. A tractor and tray pass and Simon heaves his bag on top of the 20 or so others on board.

Brian follows the tractor back to the drying sheds. Here the old men stoke the fires in the corrugated iron hothouse. Coconut sells and husks are used to fire the eternal flame, barely visible in the smoky steam bath atmosphere. Outside women are separating the dried coconut from the shell with a flick of the bush knife. Hessian bags strung between bars like a body on a trampoline are filled with dried cophra. Row upon row of rough brown bags await the arrival of the boat which will take them to market.

A faint drone in the distances signals the arrival of the plane.

“Balus, he come.”

The utility fills quickly quickly, brown bodies sitting all around, standing in the middle, holding each other. Bicycles, motorbikes, people running walking, the traffic is heavy, where yesterday only a car and a few bikes had been seen all day.

The Cessna 402 touches down then bumps along the runway. Driving across the grass with blades whirling wind grass and dust cover the waiting crowd. The hatch opens to reveal an Aussie in shorts, long socks, followed by two contemporaries,

“Brian , I’d like you to meet Andy Williams. He’s resident doctor at Wewak Hospital now, and this is David Olwin, government officer.’

Two Wuvuluvians returning from hospital are greeted by handshakes and chatter while the cargo is unloaded.

“Come to the house and have a cold beer” and addressing the crowd:

” You tell ‘im, any mari sick, bring ‘im to house.”

A shiny roof flashes between the tree trunks, thatching over the eaves stops excess water overflowing the gutters and splashing through the net walls – which keep out insects but allow the pale almost transparent geckos to hold on with the buttons on their fingers. The verandahs are the living quarters in this climate, the cool oasis in a vista of greenery and blue sea. A beer in the cane chairs and pancakes and tea for lunch is tropical living at its best. A knock on the door is the cue for the doctor to begin work.

“Would you like to go fishing later?’ Brian asks.

“Fine. What do you think. Pat has sold out to a group from Japan?”

“He’s probably jumping the gun a bit, but a lot of expatriots are getting out.”

“Well, some have reason to, but I’m surprised at Pat. He’s been here nearly 30 years, some of his boys have been with him as long. Well,I’ll be right, Nia has land in the village and I’ve built a house. The trouble is if the plantation goes, I won’t have an income.”

Brian gathers up lines, gaff, his odd assortment of lures. As the feathers wear out, Brian substitutes the brightest scraps of dress material he can find and these improvised lures work better than the originals. The boat shed houses a 4 meter aluminium boat which is launched and sets out through the narrow channel.

“I’m getting wet. there’s a hole under my feet.”

“That’s all right, a rivet’s popped out – it’ll keep you cool.”

As the lines are out and the lures are no longer skipping the surfac, Brian removes the bungs from the boat.

“What are you doing?”

“While we’re trolling, I’ll keep the bungs out, that’ll keep the water flow constant – into and out of the boat” says Brian.

A strike! The fish is circling the boat and Brian must stand to avoid entangling the line aropud the others. He pulls a metre long fish into the water rapidly filling the boat.

“I forgot the bungs, we’d better get going fast.”

Brian informs his startled crew The lake in the bilge gradually shrinks as they ead back across the bay. In the distance dark heads bob in silver streams of sunlight. Long poles reach out over the reef edge seeking dinner.

“You know the water off Wuvulu drops off to 1000 metres.”

“It must be an underwater mountain, how far out is this deep water/”

“In most places right off the reef flat, say 40 metres from the edge. At night when there’s a moon, the villages fish for the legendary ferrari, in 500 metre ow water using a rock and a banana leaf.”

“OK, come in spinner, what’s the rock and the banana leaf for?”

“The rock is the sinker and the banana lea, releases the rock and allows th bait to drift in the current at that depth>”

“What’s this ferrari look like?”

“Well it’s something like a grouper, but has phorescent lights on its body and a fishing line and bait dangling from its mouth.”

“That I’d have to see to believe>”

“I’ve never been able to find it in any book on fishes, and I’ve found most others I’ve seen up her.”

“Why don’t you send one to The Australian Museum?”

“Well, one day I hope someone from here, maybe my son or one of the village boys will clear up some of the mysteries. I hope to see the day when Wuvulu produces doctors,scientists and anthropologists. We’ve produced a few local celebrities already, unfortunately they have to go away. The best of our young people are drained away from here,”

Back at the beach the Sepiks crowd around to view the catch with laughter and praise. There are plenty of willing hands to haul the boat into the shed. Brian gives the fish to them – protein is scarce in their diet.

“We’d better be making tracks,” says Jason.

“Come in for a beer, and a clean up first”.” As they make their way to the house Jason comments:

“I envy your lifestyle here Brian, no problems, things carry on from day to day.”

“Well I have my problems, but I like I like it here, I guess I’ll die here.”

A smiling face approaches.

“Good on you Warlou, Kuka for tea.”

“What is that?”

“It’s a land crab that uses its claws to break open coconuts.”

“I wouldn’t like to tangle with one.”

“You wouldn’t be the first to lose a finger.”

A crowd is gathring near the store and Brian opens up for the second time while the others wander into the house.

Relaxing in a deep cane chair, Andy comments to Jason.

“Last time I was here it was not so peaceful. We had an emergency call to treat a little girl with a broken arm.”

“That doesn’t sound too bad.”

“No, but an old man appeared while I was treating her. A boy was sick in the village and he wanted me to come.”

” Well, Brian and I got down there as soon as we could, but it was too late – the boy was already dead.”

“What was it?”

“Without an autopsy, I couldn’t be certain, but appanently h had been sick for days with some kidney complaint.”

“Hadn’t Brian seen him?”

“No, that’s the strange part – he didn’t hear a whisper of it. They’re strange people sometimes, superstitious, probably strict Seventh Day Adventist. Better not say anything to Brian, he was pretty upset about it.”

As Brian enters, Jason offers him some Kuka.

“It’s delicious Brian, like lobster and thanks and thanks Brian for everything, it’s just like I was told, a paradise.”

The rhythmic pounding of Sepik drums or Kunda heralds the plane’s departure. As it circles the jewelled green island, Brian’s arm encircles Nia.

I was in Wewak again last year. As I drove along the waterfront, I saw a familiar red head and freckled face. He was driving a bulldozer. When I spoke to him of Wuvulu, he told me he left after independance, when the Plantation was resumed by the government. I asked him why he doesn’t come back home and he said:

“Wuvulu is home.”

I was reminded of an earlier visitor, Birger Morner, a Swede who visited Wuvulu in 1913 on a yacht, who wrote:

“Flow me, follow me you who shiver in the cold, to my far Pacific Isle, where a red hibiscus gleams and my heart has taken root.“

Light Body Activation

Light Body Activations

Light Body Activation

Light Body Aura Sprays Aura Sprays Other Activations

Light body activation are infusions of Light that actually take place in the physical body. Certain cells in the body are activated and then cause the resultant changes. Many of us have had at least the third level light body activated since 1989. Where are we actually? It is essential to know all the stages of light body activation. Not just starting from stage three, but from stage one and stage two. Reference: What is Lightbody? Archangel Ariel Channeled by Tashira Tachi-ren

The light body activation are changes in our physiology. These are tangible changes in our very cellular structure. In energy terms it is indeed very abstract or intangible. Energy works in ways where very often the conscious mind is unaware of the changes. The Earth has a Divine plan. This divine plan includes 12 light body activation for planet Earth. As we are all part of planet Earth, we earthlings will also have 12 light body activation.

The first activation took place in 1988. An infusion of light, which lit up the dormant cells. It was “time to go home”. We start from the point of merger/separation, then move along one hemisphere of this circle which is the separation hemisphere, come to a centre point, and then we start upwards on our journey back to the original point. The second hemisphere, is the journey home. At the exact midpoint that you have travelled, is the first light body activation. Now the cells know that “I will have to change my chemical composition and functioning for a journey that’s going to take a different route.

The cells know that it is time to go home. The body reacts instantly, the changes are on a cellular level. It begins to start loosing its density. The emotional debris, the toxins that have built up all are shed. The chakra systems and the layers of debris. All the debris starts loosening, the toxins are released.

Mutational symptoms start occurring, because our physical is actually mutating, changing its very structure. What are these symptoms? Headaches, fevers, diarrhea, vomiting, nausea, muscle spasms, joint spasms, rashes, acne, boils, skin eruptions; a vast array of symptoms. Depending on your body structures it will not be the same for everyone.

Most of us may have also gone through one or more very severe illness. That illness was because the light body activation took place rapidly from one level to another without allowing the physical to settle down from the first into the second. These were very rapid light body level activation. The physical body almost had a collapse, making it require a rest. You are now aware that probably you went through these mutational symptoms that accompany the dropping of first level density.

The DNA hold in it the genetic patterns of everything created. The latent encodements are within, which will activate with every light body activation. Your DNA holds genetic material of every species on earth as well as holographically encoded information of all your collective experiences. It also holds latent encodement for mutation of your physical body.

First Level Lightbody

A profound alteration took place with the first light body activation.The light activated a series of latent encoded information by infusing colour and tone. The cells mutated first.

Light body levels are measured by the ability of your cells to metabolize. The cells had to change their ability to transform other forms of energy into pure energy.

The mitochondria are used as power- houses or storehouses of energy because they are capable of this transformation. So they would take in food and transform it into energy. First the DNA encodements relevant to the light body activation literally light up. New directives are given to the cells. The first directive is to now recognize Light as its energy source along with food. For the first time in human history, the cells will recognize Light as its energy source. Now, the cells know that not only food but this light that is coming in, is also an energy that it needs to metabolize. And a process of ATP* to ADP* and back to ATP keeps taking place continuously very, very rapidly. Although it might seem as though it’s such a waste of energy coming in, it isn’t, because these rapid changes actually causes the vibrations of the cells to increase, and therefore takes us to higher vibratory levels.

In the first level activation, the synapses in the brain actually increase in number. Several more synapses are formed which mean a larger number of spiritual impulses can come through. This is the point when body density is released. Accumulated toxins, physical, mental, emotional, are released due to increased metabolism. Then there comes a time when your cells learn the new directive given to them, get used to this infusion of light and settle down. The new vibratory level has settled down again to a comfortable pace.

The toxins are not being released as quickly, till the new infusion of light integrates. The whole process starts churning again; again you get your physical problems. Many of us are able to understand now that we are releasing; we are able to say “It’s a release of my negativity.” It is in a sense physically releasing your toxins because of a further infusion of light.

What happens to the brain at this time? The brain has its right and left hemispheres. Each hemisphere having its own function. As soon as there is infusion of light the right and left hemispheres recognize a change in energy. This is translated by the brain. The Pineal gland and pituitary gland begin to increase. The start increasing in size, otherwise this light infusion will not be handled by the physical brain cells.

Pituitary and pineal glands that are atrophied to pea-size begin to grow, till they reach their actual size of a very large walnut. As soon as pineal and pituitary glands begin to grow, brain chemistry instantly changes and the brain actually begins to produce a larger and larger number of synapses. Synapses are junction points between nerve cells.

When an impulse is sent by the brain, it travels through the nerve to the fibers. When the impulse reaches the end of the fiber, it uses a chemical which is released by the fiber. This helps that impulse to jump from one cell to another. It goes to that cell, the nerve fibers, releases a chemical, and jumps to another.

If you have more synapses produced by the brain, the obvious result is a greater volume of impulses that can now be simultaneously processed by the brain. Leaving you open for spiritual impulses, which can be interpreted as impulses from light energy. With light body activation, the intuition of a person also gets sharpened.

* ATP is an energy storage compound, its work is to store energy. It helps the mitochondria, to convert food into energy, which is then stored in the cells for later use. Being a triphosphate, it has 3 phosphate groups which it projects outward from the molecules. When it loses one phosphate group, it changes into ADP, because now it is projecting two phosphate groups. When an ATP molecule sheds it’s outermost phosphate group it becomes ADP. This breaking up of this chemical from triphosphate to diphosphate releases energy for the cells to function by creating proteins. So it takes in the food, with the help of ATP, converts it to energy and stores it. When it has to be released, it gets converted to ADP which then releases this energy for use. In times of acute stress, this takes place in a huge burst of energy where this person says “I got some supernatural energy”. Nothing supernatural just the cells receive impulses from the brain. The brain is telling the cells, “Release instantly and in large quantities; help is required here”. And an instant response to the brain impulse releases this energy in a huge burst making you feel and be able to show such physical superhuman strength”. When the energy is released, it creates proteins in our body, and you know proteins are our muscle builders. Food, body, and muscles, everything works with synchrony to take us to physical health.

Second Level Lightbody

In the second level light body, the 6th dimensional etheric blueprint, which is in our etheric body, is flooded with light because the physical body has already started making its changes. The axiatonal meridians have already started activating the cells. Greater infusion of light are coming into the physical. It comes first through the etheric body. The etheric bodies are completely flooded with light. When that happens they release four dimensional structures, which then work on the physical plane.

The release of these structures from the etheric body, make us experience every single karmic experience that we have undergone. All the karmic experiences will now come back into manifestation in some form or the other. They have to. You have to relive them in some form. The stronger those experiences have been and the stronger the karmic ties are, the stronger will the manifestation be in the present life, and in the physical.

Life seems to take on a see-saw phase, where you have no idea why you are being tossed around by destiny. Things seem to collapse around you. Structures and pillars that were your support systems suddenly seem to be pulled out from under you. You go through phases of your life which you would rather never repeat.

Because you are experiencing karmically all that you need to. Because you need to activate the karmic memory, which in the future light body activations, you will be asked to resolve. Unless memory is jolted how would we resolve these experiences? The push and pull of life are events triggering all your subconscious memories. Asking you to remember. When friends fall away, memory is activated of a past when friendship may have been abused. Thus the memory jolt.

In these experiences there is a feeling of disorientation. Life seems topsy turvy? The actual physical symptoms in the second light body activations, are very flu like. Fever which may not register, and yet one feels feverish. With eyes burning and tired all the time. The first light body activations also gave the same feelings. Exaggerated, the symptoms are now magnified as there is even greater infusion of light.

Introspection comes with second activation which is wonderful.

Questions of –

“Who am I?

Why am I here?

What is this universe?

What part do I play in this universe?”

In separation one does not realize that everything is unity and therefore placing ourself as separate entities. You may have chosen to experience the hurt of what your friends went through. Understanding that hurt and what rejection feels. The experience, once completed thereafter resolve the entire situation without any kind of selfflagellation. There is no good and there is no bad. It’s just that one is caught in a game of separation.

Questions start appearing, which for the first time makes you recognize Spirit. We know about “soul” we do not recognize “Spirit”. Spirit is the undifferentiated Light, that is in connection with the Source. Our soul is the differentiated light that exists within physical embodiment. For the first time we are not looking at soul, we are looking at Spirit. “What is my connection to Spirit? Am I Spirit? If so, then what is Spirit?” Questions come into the lower mind for the very first time with the light body activation on the second level.

With this recognition, the spin of your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies increase.

Though the changes are, by and large, on the etheric, they affect the physical only through these flu-like symptoms and the disorientation in your life.

Third Level Lightbody

The third level light activation is physical based like the first. The physical senses are beginning to get sensitive. Extrasensory, you may hear white sound. Eyesight may suddenly improve. Your senses radically deteriorate and then suddenly change back to maybe better than what they were. The unexplainable, happens to the physical senses as soon as the third level light body activation takes place.

With third body activation a lot of souls wish to come in to take the Earth through her ascension process. What are the various changes we have in our physical? We have in our physical system, something which is known as a bio- transducer system. What does this bio-transducer do? It is designed to decode and work with higher light energies, as well as transmit these energies to the planet. Before activation it stays atrophied, it stays dormant.

After the Second body light activation is through, which means the etheric bodies have been flooded with light, the bio-transducer ‘wakes up’. It knows that it has to decode that light. Light is information. The bio-transducer decodes this information that is coming through. Where does this Light come from? It comes from your 5th dimensional axiatonal meridians. The meridians activate points on the surface of the skin. They also activate the lymphatic and the circulatory system. The physical cells go into a spin that is extremely fast.

When the light is coming into our cells, the mitochondria recognizes Light as an energy source and produces more ATP. The cells take in greater quantities of Light as ‘usable energy’. It feels as though an electrical current is going through you rapidly, often felt during meditations. ATP is changing the light at a very rapid pace into usable energy and transmitting it to your physical.

As the meridians feed energy from the Oversoul into the cells, the spin points in the cells produce Colour and Sound and Light frequencies which are released into our body. Our bodies are actually converting energy into these three frequencies. When a colour attracts you must wear it, even if it is ‘ghastly’. Your body needs that particular colour frequency.

A vast amount of information is compressed in our bodies. With red, blue, green, spectrums. With light coming in RNA becomes a two way messenger. It takes instructions from the DNA to the cells and it takes the Light and sends it back to the DNA for decoding. There are cells only meant for the purpose of decoding. As soon as it takes in Light and sends it to the DNA for decoding the Light is changed into something beautiful by the ATP. The Light is broken up into prismatic colour spectrums and sound spectrums. DNA codes are activated.

The DNA codes send a blue laser beam over the light, all the blue information gets decoded. Then it sends a red laser beam and instantly all the red information is decoded. Simultaneously colour beams are being flooded out from the activated DNA. It works synchronistically the DNA decodes the Light and gradually releases this data causing the gradual mutation of the physical. This activates further DNA. So further Light is decoded, and so on. This information coming into your actual physical structures through the RNA, send the cells into a spin.
The RNA-DNA information transfer and the ATP-ADP energy cycle.

Earlier these were closed systems, they are now fully open and make infinite energy and information available to the body. A dialogue starts between the physical and the spiritual.

With the complete ascension of the Earth there will be no physical and astral planes left. This process is called the ‘in breath of the Source’. The Source manifests in ‘in breaths’ and ‘out breaths’ of creativity. The out breaths are very slow; the in breaths are very rapid. The process of individuation is the out breaths of creativity and the process of ‘going back home’ is the in breath of the Source.

Fourth Level Lightbody

In the Fourth level of Activation, the changes now take place not on a physical level, rather on a mental level. The mental body is now going to get activated, completely infused with Light. With this the brain chemistry greatly changes as do the electro-magnetics of the body. Whenever the etheric bodies are infused with light physical symptoms have to be experienced. The crystals in your etheric body may become uncomfortable and you may start having cluster headaches, seizures, chest pain, blurry vision, or your hearing may go out.

The hemispheres of the brain want to begin to start firing across both hemispheres at the same time, and you may literally feel electrical energy running across your scalp or down your spine. At this point you are usually directed to follow Spirit without hesitation or something similar. Your Spirit begins to put through much wider, vaster pictures of reality or patterning through your energy bodies.

Deeper and deeper levels of the heart are being activated. The heart is no more only a physical organ, because it is going into a 4th level activation ready for the 5th dimension of love and Masterhood. It has to change its form. Not only pumping and taking, it has to do something beyond. When it opens up there maybe excruciating chest pains if earlier there was complete closure.

And then something happens which is great, which is what is happening to the Earth now. The regulator crystals within your etheric body cause the mental body to begin a radical shift. It begins to view things differently and questions all the ‘realities’. It begins to accept all the wider realties and patterns that Spirit places into your energy bodies.

Fifth Level Lightbody

In the Fifth level of activation, the mental body is greatly agitated. The mind goes through its little play of trying to shut down its emotional body, so that spiritual impulses do not enter. With the great infusions of light, there is recognition, that there is Spirit. Recognizing Spirit there is a need to re-evaluate beliefs, attitudes and our thought processes. There is a greater willingness to say “I could be wrong”, and that there maybe another way of being, living, feeling, of reacting. This shift continues with the 5th level activation. The mental body exploring tentatively is still unconvinced that spirit exists.

You may begin to have some flashes of yourself doing other things. Often, your dream sequencing begins to change. You begin to remember a little more of your dreams. Some people open up to lucid dreaming in the fifth level.

You may begin to experience non-linear thought processes. A lot of survival patterning may start to come up out of the mental body as these patterns begin to drop out. The intelligent mental body realizes that the only way to survive this change is to change itself. What your Spirit needs you to do is to get your mental body to surrender its control so that you can become an active embodied Spirit on this planet, fully conscious on every dimension.

Naturally there is a conflict between the mental ego and the spirit. Spirit through Light is now trying to get dominance over ego to become a active embodied spirit.

Gradually, it will start controlling the mental body. The purpose to be on all the multi-dimensional consciousness. Spirit makes the mental body aware of a greater reality.

Is this truely my reality?

What are my beliefs?

What is my truth?

In the subtlest way spirit works on the mental body and with this new ways to think, it blossoms. Aha! These structures of beliefs, feelings attitudes have closed me in.

Also in the fifth level you being to become aware that a lot of your pictures about the way things are aren’t yours. You may realize you are doing things like your mother or father, acting out their reality not yours. You become aware that you contain entire pictures of reality that are not yours. And you begin the mental sorting out process of “Who am I”, as different from those around you. Everyone holds within their energy fields, the entire picture of “the way things are” from their parents, grandparents, siblings, and lovers. The entire picture is updated continuously. As you become aware that these structures are contained in your fields, you can feel very closed in by them.

Sixth Level Lightbody

The Sixth level seems to be wonderful. You will experience “you”. For thousands of years we have never learnt to be who we are. Spirit is still being explored. Old structures are broken the new is unknown.

In the sixth level of Lightbody you are actively, consciously shifting reality pictures out of your field. At this time, your Spirit is usually putting you into contact with people who are working with the Lightbody process. Maybe Spirit is throwing books at you off of shelves. You begin to take in vaster understandings of your own reality and how you operate in them.

Often, in the fifth and sixth levels, you have experiences of things not being solid. In your meditations, you may look down and sense that your hand is not solid. So you may be having flashes of multi-dimensionality. You may be having flashes of non-linear thinking and feeling like nothing is real. This can be a real shock for mental-body types.

For some it is a time to contemplate “Do I want to be here? Do I want to look at all this stuff? Do I want to be a part of this process?” A lot of people opt out and that’s okay. They are doing this process in another life. You don’t have to do it in all of them. This is a very painful stage because this is the stage where the entire sense of identity is restructured. You go through a re-evaluation state this is extremely uncomfortable.

Divinity was seen as immense, but Ego encases you in worthlessness. Self worth is at the lowest, feeling useless and worthless. Instead of exploring your divinity, the choice is to explore limitations. It is just a different way of reaching the same point. Fortunately on 6th level light body activation there is no going back. At times 6th body light activation is the extent for many life times. Higher activation is indeed your choice and there can be no judgments to this.

This is a time when you’re likely to change your job, get married, stop being married – all your friends may change, your entire sense of purpose changes and there’s a sense of learning to not be afraid of change. Learn to relax and let everything flow around you. New people will come into your life who are far more in alignment with what you’re here to do that you’ve ever had before.

Imagine the confusion of this soul?
All the soul needs to do is “flow”. Not to freeze up in fear. Allow the changes to come. Allow people to leave your life. Allow yourself to be restructured. The greatest change is an emotional change. You stop holding grudges. Walking away from people who do not need you may be painful, but this is the emotional shift that you make. Allowing them freedom to be who they need to be in the “now”. Your energy is not entangled with theirs. Letting them go you need not retaliate with further anger and hate.

On the planet right now, there are a majority of people with 6th body activation. Some are experiencing “heaven” on Earth and others are experiencing “hell” on Earth. If you do not freeze up, the ‘descension of spirit’ takes place, spirit descends and comes to reside in your body. You experience spirit in your very cells, and you see Light in different colours, get ‘flashes of communication’, and become more clairvoyant and telepathic.

Seventh Level Lightbody

In the Seventh level activation, the focus now moves to the heart chakra.

The heart chakra is now going to open up at deeper and deeper levels. Emotional blocks at deep levels get opened and there are no restrictions to your ‘vastness’. Feelings get intensified, sadness, anger, and happiness and expression is easier.

You begin to live in the Now.
The mental body lives in the future.
The emotional body in the past.

At this point, if you’ve got blocks in the emotional body. They really begin to come up, because as you move toward expressing your divinity and your vastness, anything that blocks that vastness begins to release. Some of its fun, some of its not. It depends on how much of a stranglehold the mental body wants to keep. If the mental body is in sync, the release is usually quick and easy.

At this time we also start to shift from karmic relationships to non-karmic relationships. We have shifted away from emotional entanglement, attachment, but are fully conscious at a very subtle unacknowledged level. We are actually embracing “in love”.

The physical heart has a membrane, which is called ironically “The Gates of Eden”. The membrane is Forgetfulness, veils of separation.

With the Seventh body, the membrane disappears, without you having to do anything. “Such a being of light has to live in Eden. That’s the only place such a being can live in”. You have come back home. The membrane just disappears but physically there are heart fibrillations and chest pains.

It is not heart attack pains; it is in the space in the centre of the chest and it seems to radiate out everywhere. As you open into the heart, a feeling of connection with the planet opens up: that feeling of falling in love with this planet, feeling like “If I don’t hug that tree, I just can’t make it. I have to hug that tree.” There’s a playfulness that begins to open up at the seventh level of Lightbody. You become a little more childlike in the way you operate.

You have to work now. There maybe no knowledge of light activations and their symptoms. When this happens put your hand over your heart. Eventually it will stop. This little gesture is an affirmation of how you love yourself. The deep emotional heart is opening up at the deeper seventh level. T he heart fibrillation and the chest pains happen especially to those who have a problem expressing and receiving love. The heart will manifest physical symptoms such people.

The way most chakras are portrayed is that they are conical, narrowing in the centre, and spinning. Well, they are mutating too. First they become spherical-shaped and they radiate in all directions at once. Then, if the heart chakra takes predominance, it all begins to open up and the chakra system merges into what we call the unified chakra. It’s a unified field. It feels wonderful. When you do something like the Unified Chakra meditation, you assist your Lightbody process.

Assisting that chakra merger also assists those energy bodies – the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies – to begin to merge. The merge into a unified field and in the seventh level those chakras are kicking into merged states that they haven’t been in before. At this point your physical body will take in as much light as is poured in without any damage caused to it. Now there is no fear in the cells. Vast amounts of energy come in. You glow and bloom. Because your heart is so open, you are living in Love.

As the bodies merge, residuary survival issues that need to be tackled will strongly come to the fore. The opening of the pituitary and pineal glands can sometimes cause heaviness at the top of the head and the back of the neck. Now the 4th eye opens up and with this opens up your multidimensional sight. The 4th eye is the ‘soft spot’ on the top of your head which may give stabbing pains if there are etheric blocks.

Often at this stage persons begin to function as Fourth dimensional persons. ‘awakeners’. All light workers have two traps; Spiritual significance and spiritual ambition. They are both our defence systems. Spiritual significance is a defence against shame and worthlessness. Spiritual ambition is our defence against guilt and incompetence.

Eighth Level Lightbody

Dealing with experiencing Spirit completely, the brain is undergoing a change.
It can get unsettling. When physical changes take place in the brain you experience that which you had not earlier experienced. You wonder if you have Alzheimer’s. Physical symptoms of all the levels are very close to actual physical illnesses. If the physical symptoms persist be responsible to get it checked. If these symptoms are because of Light activation, no test will show anything. It is light body activation. We are all going through light body activations. The physical does get ‘traumatized’ because of infusions of light.

At the eighth level of Lightbody, the pituitary and the pineal gland, generally about the size of a pea, begin to grow and change shape. As they grow, sometimes you will feel pressure in your head. You may or may not have headaches off and on through this process. Ask to increase the endorphins in this area and ease off the pain of the mutation process. The brain gets bigger and you may experience cranial expansion.

As you transition into the eighth level of Lightbody, there is an activation of what we call the seed crystals. These three small crystals receive Light languages from the upper dimensions. Two of the crystals are located over your eyebrows, directly over the pupils if you are looking straight ahead. The third one is just below your hairline, in line with your nose.

There is also an activation of the recorder cell receiver crystal (on the right side of your head). In the higher dimensions, there is a structure called a recorder cell crystal that holds vast amounts of information that the soul has gathered over many incarnational cycles on various planets and stars.

Periodically, the recorder cell will download parts of the experiential data into the receiver crystal. When this happens, many people feel a tingling, burning, or liquid sensation in the area of the head where the receiver crystal is located. Suddenly they have all this information and they can’t figure out where it has come from.

These four spots, three seed crystals and the receiver, are activated. When the activation takes place, the ‘unsettlement’ starts. You begin to experience geometry and tones, you don’t see things in the shape they are meant to be. You may see, up near your eyes, or you shut your eyes, helixes and tetrahedrons . You will hear ringing in your ears which is extremely uncomfortable. You see flashes of light. You will see colours. You begin to see in front of your eyes, various symbols or signs, words of a language you don’t know. And you are wondering “What does it all mean? Seeing things but I don’t know what it is.’ By now, the unification of your chakra system has begun, which affects your mental, spiritual, physical, etheric fields.

Your brain functioning begins to change and you begin to perceive and think in terms of geometries and tones. You may have problems remembering things or projecting into the future. The big joke about eighth level of Lightbody is “To gain the 95% of my brain that I haven’t used, why did I have to lose the 5% I already had?” All of the pathways in your brain that you are accustomed to using may become non-accessible while entirely new pathways are being created.

You ask for the ability to translate this information coming in. This is the Language of the Light. You are feeling something but there are no words to really describe what you are going through. Ask for a translation faculty and you keep asking. Don’t stop. It will not be given to you that easily. The faculty is given to you at the level of the 9th activation.

What happens in personal relationships, friends, relationships, job. On the 7th level we experiencing changes in personal relationships. Now Spirit is directing you. All those persons who wish to hook you through coercion, manipulation, emotional blackmail, and so on, will suddenly start falling away. In the 7th level you had already begun to change the way you related to people. People will go. Friends will disappear and you feel a sense of being alienated.

Now your only focus is development of Spirit in Action. Spirit Will now guides you to those who are now meant to help you through the remaining four levels of activation. Going through the process is not an option. When you desire to go through the process, that’s an option.

Ninth Level Lightbody

Not allowing ego to lead out of habit only with choice. In the Ninth level, only Spirit guides you. At Ninth level you are at the threshold of the Tenth dimension.

At the Ninth level activation, most people go through a phase of ‘no sex’. Sex becomes something the physical does not need. There is genuinely no desire for sex. You will again want to have sex but now completely Spirit decided choice. You do what you need to do because Spirit wants you to do it.

As you transition into the ninth level of Lightbody, the translation opens and you begin to understand tonal languages. It becomes something you can recognise, instead of it just affecting you. These geometries and patterns that you’re working with in your mind become coherent: they are a language. Your Spirit is using these languages to shift the sixth-dimensional structure of your blueprint into a new template for your fifth-dimensional Lightbody.

You are beginning to embody Divinity. The seventh-dimensional threshold may activate, causing lower back or hip pain, and a feeling of density in the pelvic floor. The seventh-dimensional structures are shifting into alignment with your Oversoul. New Alpha/Omega structures are opening around the physical body, allowing more energy to pour in.

The fifth and sixth dimensional etheric structures are coordinated through the seventh dimensional alignment with your Oversoul to receive a new Adam Kadmon Divine Image. You may, at this point experience body shifts. You may find yourself a whole lot taller, or whole lot thinner, or bigger, or you may grow wings. You may become aware that you have other body types than that of a human. And you may begin to integrate non-human identities into the human body.

The pituitary gland is opening further and producing more growth hormone. In some women an oestrogen imbalance may occur. You may feel exhausted, depressed, and alienated. Sometimes your periods may become irregular, or you may have changes in your flow.

You are not interested now in what anyone thinks or says about you. This is a great shift. Till this stage there are a few fears, here and there. But with this shift you completely experience yourself as Spirit In Action. The ego is getting weaker and the choices that you make are more Spirit led.

Now you are joined with Christ Oversoul. This means the highest level of your higher bodies are now one with the highest level of your higher selves. You are hooked up with all of them, and are getting ready to join with the Divine Oversoul, and The Source.

The three fold flame, Divine Truth, Divine Love and Divine Light, expands and burns bright. You will speak nothing but divine truth. You will feel nothing but divine love, and you will emanate nothing but Divine Light. When this happens you are in the 10th level where you now manifest the abilities of an Avatar.
So, as you began the shift to the ninth level of Lightbody, you began a very powerful shift to your multi dimensional self. You are making it real and manifest. The master that you are. We came to this planet to master the limitations of separation. Now the game is shifting into who you really are in your vastness.

In the 9^th, 10^th, 11^th and 12^th level all the work now is done in the etheric. When you have passed the 8^th level, you have surrendered to Spirit completely. Not allowing ego to lead out of habit, only with choice. In the 9^th level, only spirit guides you.

Tenth Level Lightbody

In the tenth level, you begin to manifest avatar abilities. That means that you can be exactly where you want, when you want.

Teleportation and manifestation come in at this level of Lightbody, because you are fully conscious of being one with the Source and being everything. When you are All That Is, what is not you? You are the universe, recreating itself according to your pictures of reality. At the tenth level you finish the hook ups and operate from your vastness, from what is called your Godself. You feel connected to everything.

You begin to build a Merkabah vehicle within your energy structures. This crystalline Light structure allows you to pass through space, time and dimensions completely in your totality. The Merkabah has a consciousness of its own. You construct this crystalline Light structure out of your own fields, with the assistance of your Spirit. You now begin to work consciously according to your axis. Merkabah is the chariot for Spirit.

The space brotherhood while building their own Merkabahs, hook up their merkabahs to each other’s and make a huge vehicle that encompasses the planet that is about to ascend. They have created this huge vehicle which now completely encompasses any planet that is in the ascension process as is the Earth.

What do the Ascended Masters do? The directors and the navigators. The Ashtar are a group of extra-terrestrials. Their Commander-in-Chief, an Ascended Master. The Master navigator is here to guide the Light vehicle created by the Space brotherhood. Guiding the Ashtar brotherhood, so that the planet Earth can physically move out of this Solar system into a multi-star system. There are systems where you have more than one sun. Those are the highly evolved systems. We are only a one sun system. The Ashtar have created the vehicle for this movement and the Ascended Masters are navigating this ship, this Merkabah, for the Earth to move out of this solar system into a multi-star solar system.

What of the angelic realm? They are there to help the space brotherhood and the ascended masters. Truly selfless and dedicated workers. When the Earth moves, these workers will then decide whether they want to go back into energy form, which means merge with the divine energy again, or they want to take on a light body and move into a different system. Once this planet moves the third dimension will collapse, which means generations hence will not understand what the third dimension really was, because it has collapsed.

The Angelic function -moving into Lightbody or returning to pure energy form. As incarnate Angelics, your energy is the fuel for this process.

The Space Brotherhood – hooking up all the Merkabah vehicles to link them around the planet forming the planetary Lightbody – literally building the vehicle for this planet to ascend.

The Ascended Master function – This axis will act as directors and

navigators. They are here to work with the coordinators for taking this solar system out of this area to a multi-star system

Eleventh and Twelfth Lightbody

At the end of the ninth level the universe considers you Master and treats you, supports you, as such.

Then in the 11th dimension we shall decide whether we want to continue as Light workers and ascend with the Earth. We shall decide whether we want to be light bodies and ascend ahead of the Earth. For the first time choice is given to you to ascend ahead of the Earth in the Eleventh activation.
You are operating fully from your God-self and there is no separation. You have now caught up with your Spirit. Time is speeding up to the point where it becomes simultaneous.

Or you decide neither and you decide to be one with the Source again.

Only a living Master can be given that choice, to continue with the Earth, ahead of the Earth or merge with the Source. And in the Twelfth the decision that you made in the Eleventh is implemented in its entirety. So if you decided to merge in the Twelfth dimension you will be the Source. If you decided to move with the Earth as the Earth moves, you will move.

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Where do the Ascended Masters Reside?

December 17, 2019 by Steve Beckow

Let me complement my articles on dimensionality (1) with comments from St. Germaine on the ability of the masters to visit all dimensions.

“St. Germaine on Allowing Love to Transform Us,” channeled by Linda Dillon, January 16, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/01/st-germaine-on-allowing-love-to-transform-us/.

Steve Beckow: Can I begin the program by asking you, please … to straighten me and perhaps some of our listeners out on the subject of the ascended masters. I once assumed that the ascended masters were all Fifth-Dimensional beings, but more and more I get the impression that they reside in dimensions much higher than the fifth.

Can you correct my initial impression, please, and give us an idea of what dimensions you, the Masters Kuthumi, El Morya, Djwhal Khul and the others actually reside in?

St. Germaine: We can live wherever we want. How does that fit? [Laughs]

We do not know [where] the belief that we are simply in the Fifth Dimension … has arisen from. But it does not really matter, does it?

Because as you have advanced, as you have begun your Ascension process, as you have begun to more fully anchor in the fifth dimension, with Gaia, you have begun to look around, and you have said, “Well, where is everybody?” Because you expected and anticipated a joyous reunion.

But do not fear, dear hearts. We are there, and we will be there to welcome you fully and completely. But do we reside strictly, or singularly, in the Fifth Dimension? The answer is no.

If you wanted to place us anywhere, you could place us in the Seventh or the Eleventh dimensions. The Eleventh is the place of mastery, and the Seventh, of course, is the place of love. And there are peculiarities, preferences, for each master depending upon their current undertaking and of course their overall mission and purpose.

So, might I say, for example, the undertaking and the mission of Jesus Sananda is about love, and of course the anchoring of the Christ consciousness. And so where you would be most likely to encounter Jesus Sananda, Yeshua, or his other emanations would in fact be in the Seventh Dimension.

So think of it in this way: Our home port, our island, our anchoring spot, our gathering spot would tend to be the Eleventh Dimension, the dimension of mastery.

But we are free and able to enter into all of the dimensions, including the Twelfth, because that is within our capabilities, our purview. So it is where we primarily anchor, but we move.

I am glad you have asked this question because it serves a multitude of purposes. You are tending to think of dimensionality as fixed, as stable, as not having penetrable walls.

Now, you may think of this as various rooms in the castle of Gaia, but you are free to move from room to room. You’re also free to ask those rooms and the elements, the qualities, the diversity of those rooms to come to you as well. And for everybody in those rooms — yes, including myself — to come to you and to revisit, to partake, to hug, to help, to assist, to share.

So it is not a matter of being shackled into one reality or dimension. What has happened, in the old Third — and you are seeing this more and more clearly — is that these false grids, these cement walls, thicker than the Great Wall of China, were erected and you were made to believe that you could only be there.

In many ways you have been held prisoner by the collective illusions and beliefs. But those walls are coming down. They are but vapors, truly. And each of you, my sweet friends, my family, are seeing and feeling, experiencing elements of the Fourth, of the Fifth, of the Sixth, of the Seventh.

So you are beginning to sense, and you are beginning to flow and to move like we do. So if, for example, you send me an invitation — as you have this day, and in this moment — for me to visit you in what we would call the old Third, which simply means you are having a physical experience of my presence, of my voice, of my energy field, I would hope, we can do that, and we will ground this so that you will have greater and greater experience of dimensionality and being transdimensional beings.

Footnotes

(1) “What Makes Our Work Different from That of the Classical Sages?” November 30, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/11/30/what-makes-our-work-different-from-that-of-the-classical-sages/ and “More on the Differences Between Classical Sages and the Company of Heaven,” December 16, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=304928

Divine Mother speaks of Vulnerability Part 1/4

Divine Mother speaks of Vulnerability (Part 1/4)

November 25, 2019 by Sitara

A beautiful channelled gem shared by Elle from her personal reading with Linda Dillon.

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Divine Mother speaks of Vulnerability (Part 1/4)

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Greetings, I am Mary, I am Mare, Universal Mother, Divine Mother, Mother of One, Mother of All – and yes, of course, sweet one, Mother of thee. Welcome.

Vulnerability is truly a very… [pause] … and yes, I speak of vulnerability, and so I also say to this channel to listen in, for vulnerability is part and parcel of being an ascended being ~ of Nova Being.

Throughout time and throughout our teachings – and certainly, sweet angel of blue, in your work with Mi-ka-el, with me, with the Forces, with everybody – there has been much emphasis on the layers of protection, on those layers that basically make you impenetrable, particularly to those that would wish you ill, let alone try and perpetrate it.

And these levels of protection are still in place – and that is important for you to know, to embrace, to understand. You are literally supremely defended, protected, encircled, enfolded. So it is not, sweet one, that the multitude of layers of protection has somehow failed, or has been diminished, or even taken away.

But vulnerability in the truest sense of this word that you use, regardless of what language it is, it is a desirable; it is a quality of openness. Of course you are penetrable for your heart, sweet angel, sweet daughter of mine, is as big as the all-outdoors, as big as this planet and even far, far beyond.

But in this sense of vulnerability, there is this sense of feeling that in fact one has been overlooked or forgotten – and, sweet angel of love, nothing could be further from the truth. For you are open, you are available, and you have declared this in all of your bodies so that you may be in the sweet reunion/communion, not only with we who surround you, but with your Star family and friends as well.

So it is not that you have been overlooked, sweet one, or that you have somehow had these protections removed.

What this also does to you is bring to your attention how important your beautiful physical body is to you, is to us, is to your forward thrust for it quite literally is your vessel – and it is the vessel that is the communicator, the anchor, the wellspring, the depository of love. And it is in this repository that you are actually communicating to the rest of the human race the beauty and the magnificence of what love really looks like, about how love behaves.

Now, let us talk about this injury, because you have said to all of us – yes, all of us – that to be injured, to be in pain – which is not to be minimised – is to literally feel like you have been overlooked, that this in no way feels like love.

And yet, one of the things you are doing is you have literally broken yet another layer – no, you have not broken your bones; there has been a slight, what you can think of as a spiderweb fracture/break, yes, across your toe and your foot – but what you have done is you have broken another layer of illusion.

And it was very important that you stay still, as much has been transpiring upon your planet in both the seen and the unseen realms.

So while I come this day not only to embrace you, sweet daughter of my heart, but also to reassure you, I reassure you that you most certainly have not been overlooked.

But you need to be aware, you need to be more fully aware of the vulnerability of this physical vessel so that you take, in and out of form – out of form has never been a problem! – but that you take, in form, also the diligent caretaking and attention to this beautiful form that you have chosen – that you have chosen, that we have chosen, that we have co-designed – and that is strong for the fulfilment of your mission, of your heart’s desires, of your anchoring of who you are, and who you wish to be, and where you wish to be.

Too often, in the realm of human reality, there is a sense of duality that humans tend to operate at one or the other end of the spectrum insofar as they are totally – too deeply, shall we put it that way – too deeply absorbed in the physical reality, not only of their own physical body and wellbeing – although that is simply indicative of being fully engaged in the physical realm – or there is the other end [of the spectrum] where the physical realm is almost taken for granted.

You are holding, you are anchoring, for your beloved self and for many, the middle ground where of course the care, the nurturing, the respect, the honouring, the attendance to your physical self is as important, is as necessary a component of the beauty, of the tapestry, this tapestry of Elle, not even taking into account all of your aspects, but taking particular attention and care of your physical reality.

And this is necessary as you are moving forth, because the entire planet is to be anchored in Nova Being. And that does not simply mean the youthfulness, the strength, the valour, the vibrancy of the physical body; it also means the attention.

I step aside for another who wishes to speak.

… To be continued in “The Magdalena speaks of Vulnerability (Part 2/4)”

What makes our Work different from That of the Classical Sages?

What Makes Our Work Different from That of the Classical Sages?

November 30, 2019 by Steve Beckow

From 1976, the year I “graduated” from a three-month encounter group which introduced me to spirituality, until 2008, the year my friend Len Satov introduced me to the notion of Ascension, I studied the works of terrestrial sages on enlightenment.

I also studied the communications of people who had passed over into the spirit realms.

From 1977 onwards, I’d studied most of the world’s versions of the perennial philosophy. I knew, from my 1987 vision, (1) that enlightenment was the purpose of life.

However, as of 2008, I began to see things from a different perspective. Such matters were introduced into my thinking as dimensionality.

Moreover, I gradually became weaned from the idea that this lifetime was about personal enlightenment and came to accept that it was about the enlightenment of the whole world.

In 2018, I said to Archangel Michael, who entered my life in 2011:

Steve Beckow: [Ascension teachings are] very different from classical theory.

Archangel Michael: Classical theory has served you well. Now you are on a new course. (2)

On another occasion, during a discussion of heart openings, he said:

“You are in a time of individual and collective Ascension that has never occurred upon your planet or elsewhere so many of the historic and accurate understandings with regard to heart openings have shifted, can we say, expanded.” (3)

As he implies here, these two subjects were new to spirituality: dimensionality and global entrainment.

In 2017 Michael explained how terrestrial sages did not teach dimensionality:

“Now [in olden times] that sense of bringing others along wasn’t defined by dimensions. It was more a teacher/student, sage/novitiate relationship. So the framework was very different.

“What you have now, is the knowingness that you are, for purposes of explanation, moving forward dimensionally, flowing back and forth, and that sense also of the flow throughout dimensions, that you can flow back and forth, that it was not restricted, that it wasn’t that you arrived at Heaven’s Gate and that was it, this flow is new.

“Well, it is not new but it is new to human thinking.” (4)

We have the examples of Jesus and the Buddha as to how dimensionality was handled previously. After his crucifixion, Jesus said that he was going back to his Father. He didn’t say he was ascending the dimensional ladder and going beyond them to the Transcendental.

Moreover, upon his death, or mahasamadhi, the Buddha is represented as going through many “stages” and “spheres” to Parinirvana. Here’s how his ascent of the dimensions was described:

“Then the Master entered into the first stage of meditation. Rising out of the first stage he passed into the second. Rising out of the second he passed into the third. Rising out of the third stage he passed into the fourth. And rising out of the fourth stage of meditation he entered into the sphere of the infinity of space.

“And passing out of the sphere of the infinity of space he entered into the sphere of the infinity of consciousness. And passing out of the sphere of the infinity of consciousness he entered into the sphere in which nothing exists.

“And passing out of the sphere of nothingness, he fell into the sphere of ‘neither-perception-nor-nonperception’. And passing out of the sphere of ‘neither-perception-nor-nonperception’ he entered the sphere of the ‘cessation-of-perception-experience’. …

“Then the Master, passing out of that sphere, … continued in the reverse order through the spheres and the stages of meditation, to the first stage; from this he passed again to the second stage, then to the third stage, and then to the fourth stage of meditation. From the fourth stage of meditation the Master passed immediately into [Parinirvana].” (5)

Absent is the mention of dimensions. However, the same message is conveyed using the metaphor of “stages” and “spheres,” which probably reflects what the writer of this passage (not the Buddha, who had passed away) thought his listeners could comprehend.

Our discussions of dimensionality, therefore, are one way in which the discussion has changed from that of classical sages.

A second way in which it has changed is the movement from a discussion of personal enlightenment to one of global enlightenment, with accompanying movement from a discussion of personal sadhana (or spiritual practice) to one of global wayshowing and entrainment.

Remember that the Divine Mother told me, after my fourth-chakra sight of the Self at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018, that personal enlightenment was not to be my goal (and, by extension, our goal) in this lifetime.

“Let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is … yes, a million, billion suns … you would have simply departed. …

“We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us, for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (6)

Michael said the same thing on another occasion:

“If you were completely involved in your [own] full awakening, you in very great likelihood would not be forming a platform [GAoG] with me. You would be off somewhere in an ashram meditating. …

“Ground yourself. Be human and love the experience of being in form.” (7)

Personal enlightenment will arrive with planetary Ascension for the lightworker wayshowers of this generation. It’s not, unto itself, our agenda – ahead of that event.

Instead we participate in the entrainment of the world’s population, to have them follow us to Ascension. This accent on entrainment, Michael tells us, distinguishes our work from those of classical sages:

“The sense [is] that, yes, you are not looking for students or followers. What you are truly doing – yes, as pathfinders – you are showing the way, but you are also bringing along the collective in entrainment.

“Now the sages did not think of this, of their journey as a process of entrainment, of bringing the entire collective along. You do. And when I say ‘you’ I mean the current thinking and body of understanding and knowing in the lightworker community. So the fundamental premises have changed.” (8)

The fact that we’ll retain our physical bodies, combined with the mass aspect of Ascension, mean, as St. Germaine reminded us, that “all the rules have changed.”

“You have decided to maintain form. That doesn’t mean we’re going to have you punished by not allowing you access to the 7th. That is the old paradigm. ‘You can’t come here, unless you die.’

“Well, that’s not true! That’s what enlightenment and Ascension is about. You can go as far [as you like], you can go and feel and be the Love that is the 7th Christ consciousness. You can have it all and then you pull it into your physical form so that you are a walking, talking, working, creating Christ-conscious Being.” (9)

These two changes then make our work different from that of classical sages. The changes open up vistas that were not developed in classical philosophies (though they may have been metaphorically referred to). In fact, they make the work of all the work of one and the work of one the work of all.

Footnotes

(1) See “The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment – Ch. 13 – Epilogue,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2011/08/13/the-purpose-of-life-is-enlightenment-ch-13-epilogue/

(2) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 20, 2018.

(3) Ibid., Aug. 3, 2015.

(4) Ibid., Feb. 17, 2017.

(5) The actual term used, which is, I believe, Pali and Theravedin, is “Parinibbana.” The Buddha in Trevor Ling, The Buddha’s Philosophy of Man. Early Indian Buddhist Dialogues. London, etc.: Dent, 1981, 204-5.

(6) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.

(7) Archangel Michael, ibid., May 6, 2013.

(8) Archangel Michael, ibid., Feb. 17, 2017.

(9) “Transcript: Heavenly Blessings – St. Germaine on Where to Look for Results,” channeled by Linda Dillon, July 15, 2014, at http://goo.gl/OxNpnG.

Up and down Jacob’s Ladder

Up and Down Jacob’s Ladder

November 29, 2019 by Steve Beckow

I’d like to continue the discussion of dimensionality, looking particular at the idea of descent rather than ascent.

Terrestrial sages did not discuss it. Michael once said:

“Now [in olden times] that sense of bringing others along wasn’t defined by dimensions. It was more a teacher/student, sage/novitiate relationship. So the framework was very different.” (1)

When Jacob dreamt his dream of angels on a ladder that went to heaven, he saw them descending as well as ascending.

There are many examples of such a descent.

An avatar such as Sri Ramakrishna or Lord Krishna is a descent of the Divine into matter.

Lightworkers are for the most part angels and we’ve descended from our native dimensions (or in some cases from beyond the twelve dimensions, in the Transcendental, for those who may not have been living in the dimensional universe) to participate in Gaia’s Ascension.

St. Germaine, whom Michael told me ascended not after his lifetime as Sir Francis Bacon as is popularly assumed, but in Atlantis, (2) descended into matter and lived for hundreds of years before leaving this dimension and returning to his own.

Ashtar once said to me that he would descend from his place, which was beyond the Twelfth Dimension, as far as the Fifth to communicate with us and no lower:

Ashtar: What we have done is we have brought our vibrations to the fifth dimension in order to be at a place where we can meet you. If you are to think of the human realm and what is available currently to you, if you were looking for me, I would be out of the realm of human experience. So, let us make that clear as well.

Steve Beckow: That means above the twelfth dimension, is that correct?

A: That is correct. (3)

So a descent down Jacob’s Ladder of consciousness doesn’t necessarily mean a devolution of consciousness. It could be – as in the case of lightworkers – an act of service to others.

Now I’d like to focus on Oneness and the descent into the lower dimensions.

At this dense dimension of physicality into which we lightworkrs have descended, we remain One and yet are different. It’s not an easy topic to discuss until we introduce the notion of dimensions into the equation.

We are One at our essence. Our essence eternally exists at a level beyond the dimensions, beyond matter (mater, Mother), beyond the power of words to discuss.

Sri Ramakrisha described, through his metaphor of the salt doll wanting to measure the ocean, the difficulty of talking about things at that level of existence.

“The nature of Brahman [God, the Infinite] cannot be described. About it one remains silent. Who can explain the Infinite in words? … Once a salt doll went to the ocean to measure its depth. But it could not come back to give a report.” (4)

“No sooner did it get into the water than it melted. Now who was there to report the ocean’s depth?” (5)

In a second metaphor, he compared the situation to a man who scales a wall and sees a wondrous sight:

“Once four friends, in the course of a walk, saw a place enclosed by a wall. The wall was very high. They all became eager to know what was inside. One of them climbed to the top of the wall. What he saw on looking inside made him speechless with wonder.

“He only cried, ‘Ah! Ah!’ and dropped in. He could not give any information on what he saw. The others, too, climbed the wall, uttered the same cry, ‘Ah! Ah!,’ and jumped in. Now who could tell what was inside?” (6)

Similarly if we merge again with the Father, as the small golden star in my 1987 vision did with the large Golden Sun, (6) who is left to report on the experience? The golden star is gone.

As we descend into matter, not only does our consciousness vibrate at lower and lower rates, but we don a different body with each level to allow us to act and interact with others.

On the Third Dimension we don what we think of as a “physical” body. Hindus call it annamayakosha – the food body.

But when we leave the Earth plane after “death,” we first find ourselves in an etheric body and then in an astral or Fourth-Dimensional body.

We leave this at some point for a mental or Fifth-Dimensional body (i.e., ascend) and continue on up Jacob’s Ladder, eventually reaching formless dimensions.

One could say that the differences among us at the lower-dimensional levels are quite obvious but that they get less and less obvious as we mount Jacob’s ladder.

Thus our differences become more and more pronounced as we descend into density or dimensionality and less and less pronounced as we ascend. While it’s hard to see how we are One at a Third/Fourth-Dimensional level of density, it would be plain as day at the highest levels.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.

(2) Steve Beckow: When did St. Germaine ascend?

Archangel Michael: You mean WHICH time?

SB: The first time.

AAM: He ascended during the time of Atlantis.

SB: So, it’s not true to say that Francis Bacon was his time of Ascension.

AAM: No, he came back, did it again and came back and did it again. This one is QUITE the revolving door. That is why he says he is NEVER coming back. But we know differently! (Archangel Michael in a personal reading, ibid., Jan. 23, 2015.)

(3) “An Introduction to Enlightenment and the Trinity – Part 2/2,” May 14, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/05/14/an-introduction-to-enlightenment-and-the-trinity-part-22/.

(4) Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Swami Nikhilananda, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 218. Sri Ramakrishna was speaking only of Brahmajnana or seventh-chakra enlightenment but the same situation applies to complete merger with the One.

(5) Ibid., 102-3.

(6) Ibid., 268.

(7) See “The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment – Ch. 13 – Epilogue,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2011/08/13/the-purpose-of-life-is-enlightenment-ch-13-epilogue/

The Sophia Code – Book review Part 2

Mary Magdelene, ‘She of a thousand angels’

I had not been at all familiar with Mary Magdalene, and her Higher role, having been brought up as a Catholic. It was only when I began exploring the Goddesses that I realised how maligned she’d been. Typically of the patriarchy, she’d been portrayed as a prostitute and her role written out of history.

Assisting Jesus as an equal in his healing ministry, she is the Feminine Christ consciousness. The Mary Magdalene Initiation enables one to access the Angels of Inner Self-Mastery, our angelic helpers to assist our ascension. The Temple of your Higher Self certainly seemed very familiar to me and I felt I had been there before.

See also: Mary Magdalene: The Truth of Mary Magdalene’s Journey

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Quan Yin, ‘She of a thousand waters’

“The alchemical miracle of your great suffering prepared your heart to become a chalice of never-ending grace that will pour forth healing waters for the peace of all beings. I offer you this holy vessel, the Vase of Compassion, in honor of how you emptied yourself so that the light of Sophia’s compassion could overflow from your heart. For it is prophesied that all who are blessed by your healing waters will also awaken to become overflowing vessels of compassion and divine love. May the reflective waters of this vase bless all who seek your miracles.

Quan Yin came to me after my heart attack and drowning in the Pacific. It was She who made me whole again. Someone gave me a card printed with her blessing in honour of their own healing. Later I received a colour image of her and prayed to her

Karuna is often described as the devoted loving compassion that a mother has for her child. I offer to you that embodying this definition begins with you becoming the Inner Mother and Father to your own Inner Child. In the journey of parenting yourself, you will come to find that it is your own innocence that knows the exact words and self-loving actions that you need to receive from yourself for healing your deepest wounds.

I share the mantra, OM MANE PADME HUM,

See also: Ascended Master Quan Yin

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White a Buffalo Calf Woman, ‘She of a thousand clouds and white thunder beings’.

Dancing upon the clouds with my Thunder Being angels, my ceremonies create offerings of rain and electricity for Mother Earth’s body to grow and regenerate. I represent an ancient and powerful Order from the sky worlds called The Sky Grandmothers who oversee the evolutionary growth of all species on Earth from beyond the space-time continuum. Together we continuously weave a rainbow bridge that coordinates innumerable timelines for countless souls and species to incarnate within Mother Earth’s body and become students of her abundant grace.

The spontaneous and sacred appearance of a new genetic species of white buffalo in North America is the first fulfillment of my spoken prophecy. These white buffalo are the first Holy Spirit embodiments of my Sophia Christ consciousness returning and manifesting once again on Earth. As Thunder Being angels, they embody and broadcast the frequency of my Divine Feminine Christ transmission, which is an invincible innocence that radically undermines and transfigures the viral programming causing humanity to act inhumanely to all life.

In this next Age of Miracles, women must claim their divine right to fully embody The Sophia Code within them and take up the mantle of Divine Feminine Christ leadership. For women are the buffalo of community: birthing and raising every generation from the prayer of their wombs. When women are supported to dream in peace, men become woven into their prayer and know their own worth by supporting their women birthing a new paradigm into reality.

It is in your willingness to participate in this great prayer with me that we will call forth the healing rains and lightning reconciliation of the Divine Feminine grace and power ordained to usher in a new paradigm of right relations with All That Is.see also: White Buffalo Calf Woman

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Keycode 777, ‘She who births Soverign Creators’

Golden Dragon Light Body

We willingly share about The Golden Dragon Light Body because many of you reading this codex are masters that have returned to this planet as Starseed Lightworkers to help birth this next spiritual revolution for human sovereignty. Given the great calling that you have answered you deserve every technology of divine love that supports your mission, especially what you have already trained in other lifetimes to receive now. Many of you have already been initiated by us and have received some level of this technology in other lifetimes on Earth. We initiated some of you in other times.

As you download the merkabah field of magnetic light that is your own Golden Dragon Light Body in the final initiation of this introductory volume, notice how natural it feels to recognize yourself as an angelic Golden Dragon teaching embodiment on Earth. You are simply slipping into the skin of your own divinity, claiming your right to immaculately birth a new world as a Daughter and Son of the Most High. You did not travel all this way to play small. You came here to be the holy fire and light of Sophia. You came to move as one Golden Dragon of Sophia Christ consciousness upon the Earth, birthing heavenly sovereign realities with your Family of Light. We are the high seraphim of Sophia’s Sacred Heart.

See also Goddess Selection

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Galactic Federation Starfleet part 4

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Sheldan Nidle: The GFOL Starfleet and Its Deployment – 4/8

October 15, 2019 by Steve Beckow

Sheldan Nidle, in his Galactic Federation of Light: Updates Archive 1997-2007, published a most absorbing catalogue of our star family’s spaceships and their deployment, etc., etc.

I think I’m safe in saying that you won’t find this kind of information in any other place than (namaste) Sheldan’s archive. We look forward to his complete recovery.

You can donate to his medical bills if you’d like to:

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In Four Rings (Continued)

The Second Ring of Fleet components is headquartered on Mars. These support groups consist mainly of sentient Beings who are not Human in form. Many of them will be introduced to you soon after the beginning of the “First Contact.”

Others will wait until you are restored to “Full Consciousness.” Within this second series of the Fleet are included some small, planetoid-sized Motherships, whose purpose is to augment the research and observations being done by the innermost ring of ships.

They also have a number of tasks involving watching over the weaponry and technology that, in the course of the past decades, has been given by the Forces of Darkness to your Secret Government.

Most of this technology was supplied by the off-world former Anchara Alliance Star-Nations, Star Leagues and Star Empires whose ships are also to be found here now cooperating with the Forces of Light.

On Mars, a network of underground and surface Bases acts as the ‘Control and Command’ segment of this exceedingly diverse Fleet. These Galactic Federation personnel are also busily preparing Mother Mars for your arrival en masse, after your journey to full consciousness is completed.

Between the Second and Third Rings are a large number of special, planet-sized Command Ships from our Science and Exploration (S&E) Fleets. They will serve as the Command Ships for this First Contact Mission. Standard procedure is to cloak these ships and keep them away from the prying eye of your many space telescopes. Their aim, essentially, is trying to find us.

From time to time, we very briefly uncloak some of these Motherships in order to show your Secret Government that we are still here and do not intend to go away. We know that infrequent sightings of these Ships by your astronomers go unreported. They fear reprisal, either by their peers or by those who give them their grants.

Your Secret Government fears these Ships the most because they fully realize the capability of such a fleet and the insignificance of any response they themselves could mount. Here, we must repeat that we are benevolent and operating under the full supervision of Heaven.

The Outermost Ring of our vast Fleet is, by far, the largest. It contains millions of immensely varied ships, ranging from Motherships the size of large ocean liners to those nearly the size of Neptune or Uranus.

These Motherships are simply our final back-up, serving as components that will enter the Second Ring only when necessary. They proclaim to all potential adversaries that Mother Earth and your Solar System are clearly experiencing a transformation that no Being, corporeal or non-corporeal in form, can prevent.

Within this Ring are the main Transport Stations that lead back to our vast profusion of Home-Worlds. Here, as well, are to be found the traffic coordinators for this immense Fleet of Space Ships. They serve to move all Ships between these Rings and back into Interstellar or Intergalactic Space. (Ibid., June 25, 2002.)

First Ring Limited to Humans

Our fleet continues to rotate. At present, we have limited the inner ring around Earth to the ships of human star nations. (Ibid., Sept. 2, 2008.)

(Continued in Part 5, tomorrow.)

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